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Ok lets catch everyone up on Me. I am home recovering from a blood clot that broke loose from my leg and went through my heart I am told that I am lucky to be alive. I was also told at the same time I may have lung cancer. There are alot of test I gotta go through yet for that. My Son will be home in March to get Married Boy I cant wait to see him. I have been through alot in the last two weeks and he has always been my rock so I cant wait to just hug him. I hopefully will be back to work this coming Monday if all goes well. God I cant wait to get back behind the wheel again. I feel like just putting the wind in my hair and trying to figure all this out and what I am gonna do if I do have lung cancer. Both my parents have had Lung Cancer My Dad passed away from it. So I am told my chance of having it are really high. I just wanna get through it if thats it and live my life to the fullest. If nothing else I have learned that life can be taken from you in a second so enjoy it. Be safe out there my prayers are with all of you

Well work is work . My Son called to inform me he will be home this month and will be getting Married on Feb 23rd. " Where the hell di my Baby GO!!!????" Wow it seems lik last week they put him in my arms and yesterday he started pre-school. Where the hell did the time go. I know I have said I miss him and wish he was Home, I really like his girlfriend but I don't wanna give up my Baby. Although he says I am still #1 in his book. I know I have to make way for his new life. But can I do it kicking and screaming...

Roads were not that get this week out but I managed to keep the dirty side down. I saw alot of trucks turned over or in a ditch and my prayers go out to them. However Drivers if  everyone is going slow there is a reason.. I don't understand why if we are all going say 45mph and you are going 70. Don't stand there scatching your head trying to figure out how you landed in the ditch...Your Truck don't work on Ice like it does on dry roads... Just my Thought about it. I could be wrong about it. But I am not in a ditch.

OK, Christmas is over and I am so glad. This is the first year that my Son was not home for Christmas and it SUCKED.. I cried most of the day. He did call a few times and I love him for it. I tried not to cry when I talked to him however I failed that. I cryed like a big baby... Being a single Mom is tuff but being a single Mom and your Baby is all grown up and away is alot to deal with... Anyway everyone drive safe

Ok lets see I am lost and confused, because I have been home for three months now and find myself more alone then ever, My son has left for the Army, and the man that I was dating has left me due to he started to get close and it scared him so he ran, I can't understand why I have to be alone or why it is so hard for me to have relationship, sure I can blame my job, but we all know love can be strong enough to over come trucking, so what am I doing so wrong, I love like there is no tomorrow but it brings me a tomorrow without the person I love